krissyko

These times are trying me, defining me. Making me stronger, letting go of all of my fears. Telling you to leave me here. Do not follow if you do not choose to, whats the point if youll always be blue. You say you love me more than anything, but how can you sit there and let me go. These times are trying me, defining me. Always. Defining. ME.

As you walk around, I notice your face. It's beautiful, but not here, in space. You look up, then down, and don't give me a glare. All I want to do is stare. You fasinate me. Your one of a kind. Your beautiful, I want to call you mine. Please look over here, I don't mind. Please look over here, I hope im not invisible. I want to hear your thoughts, I want to stare into your eyes, and see the life you want to hide. Don't be afraid, it's only me, the one you have been begging to see....

A good friend of mine told me to follow my dreams. I just thought I would never be here.... In a room with these bright lights, I slowly open my eyes. I look around, and gently lift my head to see if you are near. You are not, and I don't know why. You were always there when I fell down and picked me up again. You see, I was doing what you said to do......I wanted to climb, to get away from here, so I climbed this tall mountain, but soon fell down. I don't know why, what urged me to do this, but I know that this is supposed to be like this. How do we end up in the situtiations that we end up in? Was this for me, or someone else.